Clarify Destiny

I am powerful.
I am whole.
I am free.
I am all that I desire to be.

Yes, Claire. You will not be left alone.  
It is absolutely okay to ask—ask a thousand times, if you need. You are not designed to navigate this territory in exile or isolation, and the deep ache for mirroring from Source…

I feel that my life is like climbing an intricately diverse mountain face.

Alex Honnold free-climbed El Capitan, Yosemite. At that level of self mastery and beyond, bypassing fear no longer is useful…or else you die.

How mind-blowingly elegant his…

A love poem to myself, from mySelf.

To fall in love
is to fall through all your perceptions,
behind all the curtains.
Go back.
Back farther.
Even farther.

Become aware of every mental compartment,
every limitation,
every reference point—
until…

WHEN I MAKE A CHOICE

I do not doubt myself.
When doubt does arise, I include it,
but I do not let it define me.

When I see reality as it is,

I choose it.

Doubts cannot touch pure choice.

…

I am what I focus
I am what I choose
Never mind anything other than you
You as the purest most possible point
destiny becoming, completed soul, the cosmic mission to fulfill the whole

I am infinite
All possible
And…

Be ever careful what you share.
Be discerning what you speak
Validatation is a bitch
aftertaste of dirty feet

Ego tricks and steals
Progress that was never yours
But if you are not careful
It will sabotage and obscure

The…

I hold on to naught.
I see only perfection.
I resent notta nothing
It's all my choice and reflection

Every perceived mistake
Refines more of my power
I own it all and promise to
Make it soil for the flower.

Exit a burning building.
Run from a grizzly bear.
Don’t run with scissors.
Don’t stare at the sun.
Or wipe your crotch
back to front.

Align with nature — and save yourself from infection.
Essentially, it’s the same
for your…

Peeling back perceptions
Releasing all the reference
And basking in perfection

May I ask what is beyond
What is aware of aware
Dare i pop the bubble
Of everything everywhere

Diving deep Into unknown 
Desires draws me Out
Purified of…

Glory (noun): magnificence and beauty radiating from truth.

Be a living example of glory, of the infinite abundance and worthiness that is your true nature. Be the conviction in that perfection. Be that utterly.

Until everyone becomes aware of their…

All the dreams feel like gross candy that makes me sick. All I want is nothing. Deep deep real as fuck nothing. Let it swallow everything into its vortex of non-existence. I only want what's real and more of it.…

As much as I am discovering I am mind fuckingly amazing... An utter goddess that blows my mind more and more each day... Everyone else I encounter is just as amazing. No more. No less. Just as intelligent unique beautiful…

Is what you experience an interpretation or an intensification? Nothing survives an intensification of awareness. Interpretation? Or intensification? An intensification will absorb everything back into awareness. Notice how it feels until it is clear. An interpretation is still giving things…

MY MOM SAID SHE LOVED ME.

And for a brief moment, everything opened up into a perfect recognition of how unfathomably loved I already am.

How obviously I am not just a person in a world, but that every inch…

Existence and non existence is a being. And then beyond that being makes yet another being of beyond and being. With another beyond of that. Of which makes a being. And goes on and on. So essentially being is non…

Watch all the ways you weaken yourself.
All the blocks, excuses, mini-depressions.
Really watch.

It will blow your mind how much power you’re giving away.
How possible this moment actually is.
How much of it is 100% your choice, every…

I’m having this painful psycedelic experience, naturally… This feeling I’m bringing awareness to. How can I put into words? It’s getting more difficult nowadays that I’m stripping away story. But let me try. I…

I broke out into cathartic tears last night after my keta call. The last bits of unforgiving, resistance thought melted away into a profound perfection of being, beautiful beyond words. I feel…

To fall in love with myself in the purest possible sense is to fall in love with all of reality.
It allows me to fall more deeply in love with my becoming—my fullest potential, my expansion, my authentic intrinsic nature…

What does it mean to be a non-needy person?
It means filling your own cup so fully that you no longer seek love from others or from external things.
Instead, you become a superconductor for love.

To be passionately engaged…

I crave your mirror.
And nature to reflect.
I miss your connect.
It get so slow off here.
In the relative planes of existence.

I want to go a million light years an hour until there is no speed.
No…