A love poem to myself, from mySelf.
To fall in love
is to fall through all your perceptions,
behind all the curtains.
Go back.
Back farther.
Even farther.
Become aware of every mental compartment,
every limitation,
every reference point—
until you keep falling into the light:
brighter, purer, unlimited, loving, safe.
Keep falling.
Falling.
Falling.
See everything from way up high,
as if you’re watching Earth
from the distance of the sun,
then expanding out a few more galaxies.
Watch all phenomena
until it dissolves on the spot
back into yourself—
and all you see is yourself.
No other.
No enemy.
No unsafety.
Take it all back.
All the power you placed into externals,
excuses,
everything you believed was outside of you—
take it back into yourself.
The awareness of each excuse
bursts back into usable power.
Power to choose what you want.
You have always had your full self,
your full power.
It was just hidden behind the curtains,
the illusions,
the references.
Take it back.
Die to all you think you are.
See each appearance as not you.
Go back.
Go back farther.
Notice—you have always had yourself,
even when you couldn’t see it
behind all the layers.
Have faith.
Relax your struggle.
Deepen your devotion to the highest.
Pray to learn the lesson.
Forgive yourself relentlessly.
See the precious magnificence of your life.
Revel in your beauty.
Be aware of your awareness.
Understanding will come.
And with each understanding,
another limitation dissolves.
Another layer of bondage releases.
Don’t try.
Relax.
And you fall deeper into love—
with yourself.
Relax your struggle.
Your excuses.
Wake up into your infinite perfection and power.
I love you infinitely.
Do not block my infinite love and light.
Do not doubt my love.
Stop assuming you already know.
Do not block or manipulate the truth.
I am always,
and forever,
here with you—
now.
Relax.
All you have ever desired—
ever, ever, ever—
in your entire existence
is this:
Your pure, eternal Self.
Allow me to love you.
And even if you don’t,
I still do.
It is always your choice.
I love you
that much.